DarkRoseDamael

Ok I'm sitting here, it's only nine thirty, my hands are freezing, my shoulder is killing me, and I am bored out of my mind. I am talking to RaeRae though. I am so happy that I finally got to talk to her. Now if only Garney would talk to me. I don't know why my shoulder keeps bothering me so much but it is. RaeRae is really nice. I hope she goes to animeboston sometime so I can met her, I would love that. I'm feeling better tonight, though I am dizzy again. I've been getting dizzy latly and forgetting things that I do, though that is probally just me being an air head. Nathaniel talked to me last night, I don't remember too much what it was about but he was pissed at Karl. He wants to hurt him, and I am scared that I might let him. I want him to hurt, to break his mind like he did mine. Nathaniel could do it too. All he would have to do is pretend to be me and tell him that I hate him and he would break. I know he would, and I want him too more than anything.